Thursday, April 06, 2006

My fav song...

When I'm Gone....3 Doors Down

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There's secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...
Maybe I'm just blind...

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone...

When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Maybe I'm just blind...

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone...

Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone

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Sad...

hmm..aku rasa mcm very sad deeply inside of my heart...ini la cara aku displays kan my feeling....sedih2 sgt...i feel like somebody stupid.... stupid ka aku?...careless ka aku?....ape yg semua aku buat serba tak kena...itu tak kena..itu tak betul...sedihkan.....mungkin lebih baik aku membisu....really need somebody..really need ur fish....takut lama2 pendam..mau meletup satu hari nanti..tu yg aku tak mau tu...~~silent mode~~

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

new update

lama tul tak update blog...bukannyer ape..bz ngan keje... actually bulan lepas is tough month for me..my father and my mother bergaduh besar...and my father left my house for 15 days...very sad story...mlm masa my brother sms me told that my parents tgh gaduh..and my father doing some nasty things to my mother..I really hate my father time tu...and when i called my mom,she very sad and menangis terkedu terkedu sambil talk to me..and i pon nangis sekali..siapa tak seidh bile my mom diperlalakukan begitu..2 minggu wothout my father,my house seems like calm and my mom boleh buat keje tanpa hatinya disakiti...and my uncle suh i and my siblings to pujuk my father back..but my heart said that u must relaks first nency...jgn terburu-buru..bincang dulu...lastly my father call my mom...my father minta maaf ngan my mom..and he mengaku layan my mom buruk..bla bla bla...and my mom senyap...and esoknya dier ajak jumpe berdua...and settle the problem...and mlm tu..i pegi ngan my mom..to pick up my father from my uncle house...oklah..end the sad story..so far, i tgk my father dah berubah...hopefully,takkan ade lg bender2 mcm nih..i dah tak larat ngan hal2 family nih..sometimes fell ashamed also...entahla..feel jelaous with other family yg bahagia....hm..satu lg..i got new housemate..hehe..welcome...haritu borak2 ngan parents my housemate nih...hehhee..padanle begitu jg anak dier..rupenyer anak dier careless...pelupe..aku pon peluper gak :d...ape2pon..nak sambung keje..daaa